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Tranquil days + nights

05/04/2021

Those of you closest to me know (or really interact with me regularly) know that I have anxiety and sometimes it can get pretty bad. A little strange, but since the pandemic started, I actually haven’t been more anxious. Although there were times were being indoors 24/7 actually took a toll. Normally, I manage my anxiety with a combo of exercise, quiet time with candles, and limiting sugar/consuming copious amounts of probiotics in different forms (so lots of fermented foods). I’ve spent a lot of quarantine reflecting. Quick update: I was furloughed pretty early into quarantine and was eventually laid off (it be like that sometimes), so I’ve had a lot of time to reflect and think about my next steps in life, work on my portfolio for grad apps, and really focus on my mental and physical health ( which really suffered during college). While, the reflection and refocusing is going somewhat well it’s actually incredibly stressful, because change is stressful. While, I normally take medicine when my anxiety gets debilitating, I prefer not to because the side effects less than desirable. So, I’ve on the search for something a little gentler but still effective. Enter, CBD. I started using this CBD muscle rub, which I swear by post-workout (especially post Barrys or Trillfit). I was a convert, because it works so ridiculously well.

I learned about Juna a while back and decided to give it a try, because I’m constantly indoors so I could safely monitor my reaction. I generally have less than ideal reactions to medicine/supplements. I did a bit of research into a few CBD supplements and I originally waved between Juna and Brown Girl Jane. I chose Juna because it’s a lower dosage and I wanted to more control over the dosage. I started with the Balance drops which honestly worked really well at keeping me calm throughout the day but I but I haven’t found I’ve needed them as much lately. I wasn’t super anxious when my Juna Balance drops arrived, but took it anyways because it’s safe/recommended to take every day. The first day I took 5ml/whatever a half a dropper is straight, which let me tell you was gross. It’s very herbal which I hate, but the taste dissipates quickly. I was already feeling somewhat calm, but I definitely did feel calmer and more focused after taking it. I was not at all drowsy, so big win. The next day I dropped the dosage, just to see if that would still be as effective. It was. About a few days into to taking it, I decided to try to not take it in the morning a compare my mood/feeling. Lol that was a mistake, because I definitely started feeling anxious around midmorning and decided to take it. It helped tremendously. I’ve been more focused and relaxed. It’s definitely helped feel calmer and breathe easier, so I would definitely recommend Juna daily to feel more focused and relaxed, and improve total-wellness.

Product 2! Eventually, I bought Nightcap which blew me away. I like Balance and I do think it’s pretty great, but Nightcap WOW! Besides my anxiety manifesting in during the day it also causes me to suffer from very vivid and terrifying nightmares. My sleep problems have worsened since quarantine because I’m not moving as much and as such I’m not as tired every night. Nightcap is truly the greatest product I started using in 2020. It helps me lull to sleep and calms my mind which means that my nightmares are less intense and I don’t wake up at 3 am feeling like I just ran a marathon. Although you can just take it straight out of the bottle I like to mix it with some cacao, ashwagandha, and warm plant-based milk like Chobani extra creamy oat milk (sometimes I add a little applewood smoked sea salt too). It’s a great little warming night drink that really helps me wind down and sleep deeply.

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favorite food shops around boston

12/01/2021

I love cooking and trying new foods and ingredients. I’ve spent most of quarantine in Boston cooking + fermenting. One of the great things about actually working is money and being able to spend it however you want. I’ve bought a few things during quarantine and a lot of it has been food-related. I’ve also been exploring a few shops in and around Boston/Cambridge that I didn’t have time to check out pre-quarantine. I just want to highlight a few of the places I spend my time and money.

Curio Spice Co.

I really love Curio, I started shopping there once I moved into Boston. The quality is phenomenal and they support farmers, which is incredibly important. They also have some pretty cool and tasty spice blends (my favorites are Rose Harissa and Edo). Plus, they’re women owned and they have classes. While Curio’s Cambridge shop isn’t open during quarantine, you can order online (even though the best part of Curio is visiting their Cambridge shop to smell and hold everything). I sadly don’t have any photos from my previous trips but I will update when I can go visit again.

Savenors Market

I eat a lot of veggies and pretty plant-base overall, but I love meat. It’s so delicious and tasty, but now that I’m buying my own food and able to pick where I get my food, I’m putting money towards quality of meat. I try not to eat beef (really any thing that comes from cows) so I mostly eat pork, chicken, fish/seafood (which I buy from Wulf’s another Boston based place), and bison and other game. Savenor’s has fantastic quality meat and given that I only eat meat about once a day it’s pretty affordable (and not every day). Since, Savenor’s is a whole animal butcher (that does demos!!! Super cool imo) you can get less popular cuts that wouldn’t be sold in grocery stores. I do this somewhat often to push myself to experiment. Not to mention I’ve always loved the idea of shopping at a butcher and all specialized food stores. One final note, Savenor’s does a fried chicken Tuesday which I was skeptical that a place up north could have good fried chicken but honestly, this chicken hit home for me. I was pleasantly surprised and now I’m a huge fan.

Elmendorf Bakery Supply and Café

I discovered this place on accident a few weeks ago, while walking about Cambridge. I don’t bake a lot or ever really. I leave that to the pros at Clear Flour Bakery. However, I occasionally give it a go. I like Elmendorf because they carry a bunch of cool products like heritage masa and other heritage wheat flours. They also sell mills and honestly, even though I don’t bake a lot, I really want a mill to mill my own flour to make random flour-based products. I actually didn’t buy anything when I went in the first time because I’m on a no spend September but might trek out and break to buy some popcorn or masa to make some tamales.

Haymarket

Food is expensive, like unbelievably so in Boston compared to my hometown. I honestly would not be able to maintain my diet and budget in Boston if Haymarket did not exist. It pretty great, because it’s super affordable and sometimes you can find organic stuff there. I love Haymarket and go just about every week. It’s super cheap, for example, I spend $20ish/week on veggies and fresh fruit and that buys a number of pounds of food, enough to last me a week of eating purely in the apartment. There is definitely a trick to shopping at Haymarket as not all the vendors are great but some of them are fantastic. If you follow me on Instagram, you can see my weekly haul in my stories. It also allows me to try and test different out different recipes and ferment all the things. I know a number of people have gotten into sourdough and focaccia during quarantine (both of which I’ve baked during quarantine) but I also finally have time to start fermenting foods using Noma’s fermentation guide.

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in response to current events

31/05/2020

2/6/20 Updates:

A wonderful resource made by a friend of mine for protestors seeking affordable healthcare access/service post-protests: here

Donated to bail funds? Still looking to give? Since there has been a large influx of donations to bail funds, some are getting overwhelmed/meeting their goals (yay!). However are still people in need, here is a thread of mutual aid funds you should also give to.

There is also a Black Trans Women’s Fund that has nearly met is goal but needs a little help to get there, please give here.

Black Revolutionary texts (i.e. things everyone, yes you, need to read): here


There’s a lot going on right now. Quite honestly there always this and these times are no different. We just have immediate and constant access to the events happening today. Nothing that’s happening is new. We just have people recording and posting it to social media, so now it’s hyper-visible and hard to escape. Some of you are just now realizing/recognizing/accepting the injustices that permeate this country’s (and truly a large portion of the world’s) DNA and some of you are reaching a breaking point. Regardless you are hopefully wondering how you can help and educate yourself.

If you are not Black, please donate to any of the wonderful Bail Funds + orgs below before literally doing anything else (if you’re able to donate on a monthly basis). (bail funds are vital and I will explain their importance at a later date, when I am feeling better + have a bit more time)

If you are looking to learn more about racism &/or US legal system check out the following non-exhaustive list of resources that immediately come to my mind (again I will post more as my schedule clears up):

  • Podcasts: The Appeal & Justice in America (I love both of these and listen to them every morning as I get ready)
  • The New Jim Crow by Alexander Michelle (purchase from indie book stores)
  • How to Be Less Stupid About Race: On Racism, White Supremacy, and the Racial Divide by Crystal Marie Flemming (indie book store purchase link)
  • Research the electoral process and candidates for District Attorneys, Judges, and other legal and law enforcement officers in your city/town, be prepared and knowledgeable of the next election, and vote in it.

Most importantly remember that people’s live cannot be replaced, things can + that somehow police are fully equipped to take the lives of people while healthcare workers continue to be under/un equipped to save lives.

Directory organized by state:

  • https://www.communityjusticeexchange.org/nbfn-directory?fbclid=IwAR2geKHQ0JUNGU97N4rDni8OnY_m9-JoDjzG2fB1kSGWwdtbyBaTrloMba0
  • https://bailfunds.github.io/

Atlanta: https://actionnetwork.org/fundraising/support-justiceforgeorgefloyd-protesters-in-atlanta

Baltimore: https://baltimoreactionlegal.org/community-bail-fund

Brooklyn: https://brooklynbailfund.org/donation-form

Buffalo: https://fundrazr.com/11fcAd?ref=ab_e8vImf_ab_A1SOsYQGv9wA1SOsYQGv9w

Chicago: https://chicagobond.org

Cleveland: https://paypal.me/blmcle

Colorado: https://fundly.com/coloradofreedom

Columbus: https://paypal.me/columbusfreedomfund

Dallas: https://faithintx.org/bailfund/

Detroit: https://gofundme.com/f/detroits-bail-fund?utm_medium=sms&utm_source=product&utm_campaign=p_susi-sms-welcome

Houston: https://restoringjustice.org/bail

Jacksonville: https://gofundme.com/f/CommunitySupportFund

Kansa City: https://kccommunitybailfund.com

LA: https://www.gofundme.com/f/peoples-city-council-ticket-fund

Las Vegas: https://secure.actblue.com/donate/vegasfreedomfund

LGBTQ Freedom Fund: https://lgbtqfund.org

Louisville: https://actionnetwork.org/fundraising/louisville-community-bail-fund

Massachusetts: https://massbailfund.org

Milwaukee: https://fundrazr.com/mkefreedomfund?ref=ab_19CDk2_ab_2X8cfsYQq5B2X8cfsYQq5B

Minnesota: https://minnesotafreedomfund.org/donate

               Unicorn Riot: https://unicornriot.ninja/donate/

Reclaim the Block: https://secure.everyaction.com/zae4prEeKESHBy0MKXTIcQ2

Black Visions Collective: https://www.payit2.com/fundraiser/98548

Nashville: https://nashvillebailfund.org

New York: https://freethemall4publichealth.org/calltoaction/

Oakland/San Jose: https://siliconvalleydsa.org/donations/

Oklahoma: http://paypal.me/BLMOKC

Philly: https://phillybailfund.org

Pittsburg: https://bukitbailfund.org

Portland: https://gofundme.com/f/pdx-protest-bail-fund

Richmond: https://rvabailfund.org

Seattle: https://donorbox.org/ncbf & https://nwcombailfund.org

Toronto: https://gofundme.com/f/toronto-protestor-bail-fund

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